You guys brought it up yourself. Go resolve it yourself la.fk.


I'm SO SICK of waking up in the morning&my DARN backbone hurts alotalot.
I'm SO SICK of not able to wear sleeveless tops because of my DARN backbone.
I'm SO SICK of putting on the freaking BRACES which make me look like a robot for 22 hours a day!
I'm SO SICK of swallowing 6 pills a day and my DARN backbone still hurts&still curves.
I'm SO SICK of all those stupid treatment which will take like 6 months to recover.
I'm SO SICK of just wasting my parents money on my treatment&medication.
I'M SICK OF IT ALREADY!
WHY ME?! out of billions of humans why ME?!
I wish i got some supernatural powers to cure this darn backbone.! mum will go "EUU BROUGHT IT UPON YOURSELF.bla.bla.bla." hey. i didn't ask this to happen anw. it's like i WISH-ed all this fk-ing things to happen to me. i dun even like this AT ALL. & i dun need anyone's sympathy. nopee. NOT AT ALL. really. WHATEVER. all those SO SICK things will just carry on until sec 4. hmm. that will be a friggin 3 more years. but i dun think it will recover like FULLY. this DARN BACKBONE will still continue to hurt and curve until... i dunnoe when. so yea. I WON'T GIVE UP! haha. i will keep on living my friggin life with like a dash of HAPPINESS here&there. yea. & im so freaking loooooove FAMOUS LAST WORDS by MCR. like totally.! so i'll end my post with the lyrics!

FAMOUS LAST WORDS-My Chemical Romance


Now I knowThat I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...
And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So manyBright lights to cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understandingI'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay,
I'll be forgivenNothing you could say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay,
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
(How can I see, I see you lying)
'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying)
With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying)
Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying)
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home(Asleep)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home(Asleep)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

& I'm done